I have learned...

Well...this past 100 days have probably been the most emotional for me as an artist and definitely worth the hard work.  It's interesting how some things just come about very quickly, which can be difficult for someone who needs to think things through very carefully, but everything fell into place beautifully.  Throughout this process I have wondered if I would have done anything differently if I'd been given time to consider everything, and I don't think so.  I really do believe that the women that became part of the project were meant to be and I do foresee this continuing in some format, though not at such a rapid pace.  I have loved looking at each one of these faces on their own and love seeing them as a whole...what a privilege this has been.

I think I have learned a few things about myself during this process, but most importantly:

• I have been blessed with heart-strong daughters who have guided me as much or more than I have them...their strength of character is an inspiration for me.  I haven't always felt very confident in myself and have often been afraid to ask for what I need but they are not like that at all, and for that I am beyond grateful. 
• In this time I have also felt the beauty of a community of women coming together to support me, which is amazing as I have always had difficulty asking for anything of anyone...and yet, the support during this time has moved me to tears on many occasions.
• The men in my life are incredible...even when conversations are difficult, they aren't discounted or disregarded.  I think we just need to raise an entire generation of men like them.

So this ending is bittersweet.  I am looking forward to the exhibit reception at Inglewood Fine Arts on May 5 from 2 to 4 pm.  Everyone is welcome.  I'm really hoping we can take some pictures together.  :)